She Wants Pt. 1

She wants you to see her as a crystal glass and then we'll work on whether or not you perceive her as half full or half empty. She wants a man who understands emotions.

She wants you to know that flaws make me unique however you have to have an appreciation for real quality leather, vintage items and diamonds in the raw to get me. She wants him who sees like God sees.

She wants to share a truth with you that she has made some mistakes but those haven't killed her just scarred her and raised her standards for the future.

She wants him to know that remembering the good times only when it's convenient is not the way to strengthen this kind of relationship.

She wants you to know that she's singlehandedly handling things because God is still working on her man. She wants the hand of the man perfect for her.

She wants and needs a man who realizes that the both of us are pillars of strength brought together to hold up, build up and lift up each other and a nation!

She wants to know what he is thinking because if he really knew her he'd be right here already, center stage holding her heart.

She wants him to know that although he took many things from her he still didn't kill her which means she still has dreams, drive, desire, determinination and Deity. It's a done deal, destiny.

She wants you to know that there is still room in her life for some firsts. She wants....

She wants it known that she's faked loving just like she's faked orgasms. A maximum facade.

She wants you to know that tolerance and patience are two different types of acceptance but they both run out eventually.

She wants you to know that persecution is real and that her trust in God's appointed new beginning is where her enduring hope resides.

She wants you to know that being a woman of God is not easy and is not for all women but it is totally rewarding in a plethora of ways.

She wants to put her all on the altar and leave it there. The good, the bad, and  the indifferent trusting God to sift and perfect. She wants....

She wants him to look her in the eyes and know already because God has looked him in the eyes and revealed her to him. She wants....

She wants you to know that fighting for love is not something Queens do, however she will fight to protect and keep the hearts involved as long as she perceives the love true and worthy.

She wants you to know that she has no idea how long she's waited, how long she'll wait or if she's even waiting. Right now she just is...being.

She wants you to know that she loves with every inch of her being and that's what makes this moment in love the good fight that it is. She wants to more than win she purposes to keep. It's not a game. She wants....

She wants you to know that letting go of that one thing was the hardest decision she's had to make in a very long time. She wants you to feel her passion with every fiber of your being because that's how she loves you!

She wants to please God in the belief that her deliverance from a situation lies in His word that she is the prize worthy of much!

She wants him to know that as a woman of God, mature in Spirit and flesh there are some things she won't compromise.

She wants him to understand that knowing and doing and getting are all separate but work wonders together.

She wants you to know that she's waiting on you and she stay waiting until you show up because she's not willing to settle for mediocre when she can have royalty! She wants....

She wants you to know that the "S" on her t-shirt stands for; Saved, Smart, Sexy & Straight! She wants to share the abundant life with you.