Long Road to Heaven

Only I can have my madness
to sit up in the middle of the wee
hours of the morning
and pen my heart's temporary
misery

And keep my smile
brilliant and bright
for all the world to see
in the morning

Tears of unnamed
destiny
from anger, to bliss
to stupidity on
both parties parts

Only I can have my madness
he won't get the credit
for making my mascara run
it'll be the wind and crashing
rain that brings this pain
to my facial skin.

Too Many Miles

Love and distance
Not a comfy fit
Gives me cause to cry
So I find myself a corner
And shed tears 'til
I feel better
I feel better
I'm reminded someone
Loves me miles away
It's good though
However I long for a touch
To go with that love
Sitting on my cloud
Of ambiguity
I know I'm worthy
But love and distance
Not a comfy fit

If my tears could talk

I'm standing at the table
Telling pages of my life
Like how I came to be here
Amongst this crowd
And as I reminisce
And reflect
The wells of water mixed with salt
Are rising in my eyes
The tears I shed
Are silent
Without words or sounds
But if they had a voice
They'd tell you not to worry
Because I follow a course set
In motion
By the God of all gods
The tamer of the oceans
Every drop is unique
Has it's own name
But not a verb
A noun
Or adjective
The walk I walk is backed
Up by the promise talked
I am but a vessel designed by
Sovreignity