Change of Mind

I changed my mind
when I realized I
was reacting to the rejection
that wasn't supposed to offend

I can't make him love me
like me or appreciate
the time he spent with me
enough

Choosing to ignore
me is a choice
people make
however I'm crossing
over

I'm taking me by the
hand, by the halo
that is my energy
and I'm going to shine

When I see you
I'm speaking
smiling and laughing
because seriously
I love the goodness of joy

I changed my mind

There's A Warrant

I want God to arrest me

to seize me and stop my madness

by his legal right as my creator

to grab a hold of me

keeping me in his custody

for an eternity of goodness

love and protection

I want God to arrest me

to attract me to His essence

like a bumblebee is drawn to 

nectar smells emanating from a

flower growing out of a rock

I want God to arrest me
fix me for the future

that I might be engaged

involved and excited

attentive to the things of

humanity

I want God to arrest me

to check me

to slow me down and check 

my course

that my forward progress

would lead me to success

straight and narrow

I want God to arrest me

to control the activity

of my mind and my body

that my soul might go on

to find it's peaceful place in

the midst of any storm.