Sleep Watcher

I watched him sleep
A thousand times
In my dreams
And once,
In reality
'Cause upon
Awakening
He disappeared
From me
I wanted him
In a lustful way
But I desired to hold
Him in my. Heart
For eternity
So I closed my eyes
Regularly
And tight
No peeking
As I didn't give
An open invite to
Jeopardy
To kill what might be
Someday
I watched him sleep
A thousand times
In my dreams
And once,
In reality!